How much is too much?

(A crazy fan's irrational expression. Exercising the right to free will!)

Waiting, waiting, eagerly waiting;

For your golden bat to sing!

THE innings of your hundredth ton;

A feat that will be second to none!

May this glory happen on boxing day;

Together, we the Indian fans, Pray!

Senseless? accepted! a silly wish to ask for;

What to do? irrational hearts! billion so far!

Certain! you are sure to add this feather also to your cap;
When? curiosity killed the cat! our minds caught in craving-trap! 

Obvious, you constantly push your boundaries;
And so are our expectations; pardon us please!

Sir, watching you bat, is blissful than any fortune;
Redefine your generosity too; give us this gift soon! :)

Life is a fantasy! (Irony or Real?)

I have heard people say "Good! but keep this in mind, life is not a fantasy, so try to be as real and practical as possible".

When do they utter these advisory words? The moment you reveal your ambitions or dream or wishes :)

The big question here: Is it true? Do they know well about life? Should we not stand out of the crowd? Should we not dream big? Do not try to be different?

So what is life? Does life mean being practical/real, so just stay normal? Doubts pile up!

I have seen the same people living and believing the following.
* Boy meets girl just once!
* Marriage gets fixed!
* Phone conversations happen!
* Boy ties the knot on the D day!
* Then the couple spends 'rest of their lives' with each other! (so called happily ever after ;))

Wait, am confused, does this not look like a fairytale? so what is life now? isnt it a fantasy?

In my opinion, people just try hard to be practical within a fantasy :) They refuse to accept that the way we begin our lives itself does not fall under the definition of reality. Ofcourse! people work hard to keep this fantasy alive and kicking, so that in the end it works out and becomes real.

Lesson learnt: Go ahead, fantasize about your life, dream big, Wish high. Absolutely nothing wrong! But strive to make them come into existence :) If they happen then they are real else they remain a fantasy.

Me wishing me :)

It's my day today;
my happy birthday!

Resolution is not to take one;
Since I have already broken ton!

Going ahead, continuing to keep it simple;
Feel life and live every moment in ample!

Many many happy returns of the day Shylu;
May all your best things be bestowed upon you!

p.s. I do have the right to wish myself, don't I? :))

It is the bubble that is fun!

Yesterday was jolly time. I got to spend few minutes with a kid studying in 4th grade. Here, I can confidently call her a kid else by God! this generation kids hate to be addressed as kids! I am wondering how else to refer them? (Suggestions are welcome)

As I was chatting with her I saw that in her mouth. She kept on biting and chewing it with all her teeth-force. I tried ignoring and continued talking to her. Atlast I could not control my temptation the moment I saw the bubble coming out of the bubble gum. She tried hard but managed a small one. So there I went,

Hey what bubble gum are you having?

Bubaaloo

Oh is it a new one in the market?

No akka some what old one only (Obviously my records are 15 yrs older :( )

Then I recollected what all was there when I was in school. Boomer, Big bubble, Big Fun, chiclets etc. I could manage only this much (If you remember more, please do let me know!)

I loved them :) I had them often that time. Convincing mom was a piece of cake. May be this is also why you should have a younger brother. Prompt he used to take the initiative when it comes to this ( Only this ok?) He was my bubble gum partner and we used to compare the size of our bubbles. I think I won always.... well, I must have won :P

I remember, my mom used to say so many things to stop us from having them. One of them was (I am unable to control my laughter) She had told "Dey dont have bubble gum, doctors say eating more of it will cause cancer" rofl. Even that did not refrain us.

We used to buy not only for the bubble fun but also for the tatoos and stickers that came along with them. Whenever a new bubble gum or an offer comes to the market, it was so damn easy to find out.

A.You yourself keep pesturing the shopkeeper everytime you go "Anna is there anything new?"

B.Your neighbour flaunts the new tatoo or sticker in her hands.

C.Your classmate does the same.

Ultimate fun is when your bubble breaks and sticks on your nose. You take the gum out in a very heroistic style.. "hey look, it was such a big bubble dude, thats why its come and stuck this far" attitude :)

Gosh! so innocent and dream days those were! (Even now at times I have mentos chewing gum but thats not a bubble producing variety. Its been years I had one of those kinds)

After the kid left I had been to a super market to get some personal stuffs. At the cash counter, hurray! I see boomer large one :) So what if those days are gone? you can relive them now, this very moment said my mind.

Later, I was driving back home in my car with old music on and boomer in my mouth. Aaah!! what a feeling. Waah! Waah! seconds later, a big bubble from my mouth. Felt cool! Felt wonderful!

It is the bubble that adds fun! :)

P.S. There is a kid residing inside each one of us;

      Pamper that kid once in a while with no fuss!

      Growing old will get more spicier this way;

      After all we are here only for a short stay;

      Try for yourself and have fun, what say?

Many happy returns!

Never thought I would write for this person, whom I used to force myself not to like in the past, just for that mind which supported Dada. But now everything is history. Today, I sit in front of the laptop reading various blogs and news articles conveying him birthday wishes and smiling to myself happily!

Times change, things evolve and so must you! So here I am. "Wish you a very happy birthday, super hero, India's the special one!"

Lot many things have been said about him, time and again. Anyways as a devoted follower, I express my adulation for him in very few words.

Every adjective fits in right to describe him. But even then it becomes an under statement. One needs to add a "too" infront always. Such is his personality. He has proved that leaders are a breed apart and they defy the equilibrium. A tough guy!

Unknown until 2004 in the international arena of cricket. Today Indian cricket is unimaginable without him. A growth beyond definition and his age. Appears like a fairytale. But it is not, I repeat, it is not. There is so much that goes behind the scenes for such an act. Volumes!

I still hear many say, he is plain lucky to have achieved everything. Well, you can't help silly minds. Probably that is why they are not where he is now :P My mind puts it this way, Fortune favors the brave and he is a perfect example. Take everything that comes, as a challenge in life and be undeterred, then yours is the earth and everything that is in it!

He has broken so many Indian hearts (married now!) but I guess many smart girls might look for at least a small portion of him in her man. Not for anything else but for the character!

P.S. Is this girl one among them? .... Time will answer!

Daily Mail #1

I boarded Mysore express yesterday night (no worries, I have reached Banglore safe this morning!)Just a funny take on my journey.

Scene #1: As always, I was late to the railway station. Rushed to platform #1, from where the train departs most of the times. As I step in, I see the train moving. I was like, I still have five mins as buffer then how can this happen? not at possible. Has the railways become overly punctual after the change in the political system in the state? not at possible again. Now I look at the train name and it read "Ernakulam Express".Cool! I am right and well on time :P All smiles, rushed back to see the train departure electronic board. (missed seeing it before as there was no time) but no other option now. So I guess if you follow the rules, things will automatically fall in place :)

Scene #2 : Me standing in platform #2 this time waiting for the train to arrive he he he :) (Railways can never be punctual in our country). Then train arrives, I look at the chart in front of coach S4. It was just a clean white sheet with just seat nos and no names. Alright, what do I do now? Looked around and at 2 ft distance I find another chart. Another time I lock seat no 19 and bingo!! instead of my name someone else's name was there. Omg! I look at my ticket to cross check. Meanwhile I could hear someone's panicking whispers just behind me. If there is somebody else facing the same problem then its got to be something wrong with the railways only. Confidence and presence of mind into attack. Looked at the date in the chart. Grrrrrrr! 28th June. Both me and that person helplessly smile at each other.

Scene #3: I am in seat no 19 enquiring the others seated nearby about the chart. The uncle next to me asserts that there is a correct chart and that I missed. I reiterated ...no use. Then a guy comes to my rescue. Says the chart is on the other side of the coach. I smiled at the uncle and he smiles back apologetically. But there is no platform on the other side!! (These are the after effects of train arriving late and change in platforms in the last minute)

Scene #4: There is a guy standing near the door on the other side, looking out. I ask him to excuse me. His expressions were like what is she gonna do here that too this side of the train. I peep out and see the chart. How much ever I try peeping out, the chart is not visible, what to do me not a 6 footer just a 5 ft 3 inches normal girl :P. So I turn back and look at the guy behind me. Held my hands to holder and swung myself with just feet on the train rest of the body outside and successfully managed to see the chart, verified and back into the train. I was so delighted by my stunt but not that guy. He looked at me at aww!! what a mad girl! expression. I just trashed it and walked back with a great feeling :D. Informed the other person too. He does the same. Now we both smile at each other triumphantly :)

Scene #5: Me in upper berth. Showing my tkt to TTR with photo identity as my licence ( All this while I was under the impression that its the licence.. but bang!! ). TTR says this is the xerox where is the original? Aaha! good twist. Do you have one? he asks... I smile and nod yes yes and go in search of my purse, he says its ok leave it. Thank God, I dint have one! :)

Scene #6: Next day morning, me in BMTC 335E on my way to room, recollecting whatever happened the previous night and smiling to myself :)

The cup of joy!

Thus ends the long wait;

Number of years being 28!

Finally, the ICC world cup, is once again, all ours;

The one, everyone was dreaming for countless hours! 

A sublime victory; attained in an unique style;

With the captain, sending the ball to a distant mile!

A sense of euphoria spread across the nation;

With numerous feet off the ground in elation!

Tears of joy rolled down the players' eyes;

As they celebrated the moment, king size!

A fitting tribute to cricket's master, our very own Sach;
Felt among players and fans, unanimously very much!

Behind the scenes efforts have been meticulous;
With "Miracle worker!", coach Gary, is synonymous!

All round, commendable performances throughout;
Every single player rising to the occasion, in and out!

Leading from the front with classic captaincy, suave and shrewd;
He is our daring and dashing hero, MS Dhoni is aptly Mr.Attitude!

Heartfelt wishes to team India, this feel is sweet and new;
Keep upholding the good spirits, we love and adore you!

So, will I?

Two roads diverged in a wood and I;

I am walking the road less traveled by!

Thrilled was I; began to tread this path, enthusiastic;

Hope in heart, Strength in mind; totally optimistic;

Clueless, company-less, fearless; just with sheer guts!

Stubborn and unyielding to any ifs and buts!

Unfazed; made laborious efforts to make myself deserve what I desire;

To build an attitude which will take me higher and higher!

Tirelessly learning from the past and the present;

So that the unseen future unfolds fairly decent!

Targeting my known weaknesses; healing my own self;

All this, to bring a new meaning to life; one determined self?

Aim is to make it big in life; uncertainties are more;

Relentless me, trying hard to bring things to the fore! 

In this process, I know I have upset everyone who loves me;

But everything, only to make them feel proud and see them in great glee!

Hence, I intend to go further and not quit half-way;

Please shower me the needed grit, to God I pray!

Even though, few might call it over-confidence, heard it once;

Yet, I vehemently put it as "chasing one's dreams", absolutely no shuns!

Misunderstandings and assumptions keep cropping up;

Hope once I deliver my promise; all things clear up! 

Because this is not a game I play or joke I crack;

I have risked my life, so I try to be constantly on track! 

This is a lonely battle I fight; I will have to win;

Else, I end up adding to my life, one more sin!

As I walk on, my mind says I have evolved stronger;

Nope! It's indifference; echoes my heart, angrier!

Whenever I feel like giving up; its always been this case;

Universe sending out a strong signal "Bang! you are in right place"!

Neither regrets nor cribs, in this journey so far;

Although many a times, its been a heart-mind tug of war!

Convinced; I will definitely be on my own, soon;

Being different is my forte, I consider it my boon!